I don't like that word. I like it better to say "men loving men" or "women loving women".
In the past I thought of same gender love as something healing for the individuals concerned. Now I have become aware, that it is more than that. It is essential healing for all of us, for the collective. The healing on the personal level is there, but we as a whole human family urgently need to receive the wisdom and clarity gained by men who love men. Women who love women have shared their insights already and it has been equally beneficial. However at this present time, it is for the men to share their baskets of knowledge gathered on the secret pathways of partaking in love's mystery, the eternal play of yin and yang, with two male systems.
For a while my attention was on the need for us women to own our dark side. As mothers, sisters, daughters to each other we have been fighting amongst each other, well hidden from men, dirty and relentless, using sons, brothers and husbands as weapons to get at our rivals, so we can feel, we rule alone and uncontested. We never show to men, how we treat other women. Men never see that side of us. We keep that face, that we show to other women well covered and as soon as there is a man around, we behave differently. We are very skilled in projecting images, masks, personas that will find acceptance in the eyes of men. We hide.
We have mastered the art of manipulation, getting what we want without the use of physical strength. The old saying "the hand that rocks the cradle, rocks the world" is very true - as long as the sons are defenseless victims to the minds of their mothers. In this sense the ultimate power in Samsara is held by the corrupt mother.
I understood at that point, why Buddha didn't want to have anything to do with us. Milarepa urged the men to not be scared of women and had other not so nice things to say about us. Moslems have a deep suspicion of negative female power and try to clamp down on us. Hindus as well. And lastly, I even understood the seed thought of burning women at the stake for witchcraft.
Trouble is, that men corrupted their glimpses of insight into our dark nature pretty instantly, enjoyed physical violence and domination, enjoyed the sexual aspect of it and therefore all turned into a disaster. However, the dark face of woman is real. It cannot be mastered on the physical level with physical strength. That is a male idea. Her power is emotional, manipulative, invisible. She must be recognised and revealed on her own level.
That's where men loving men come in. They are getting the hang of this. If I trust a man to be a good man, I also trust him to be a good woman. A man who has mastered the challenge to be a good woman inside himself, will be able to deflect the spell of the evil mother archetype. He is no longer a stranger to the hidden side of the female psyche, because he is discovering this aspect within himself.
I never understood why Jesus rejected his mother at the cross. Now I do. Not that she embodied personally this one evil entity, but she was part of the female collective system. She was not an innocent virgin, much less a saintly person. The idea of virginity was invented by the Romans who demanded that Gods be born only of virgins. Elevating the mother of Jesus to this undeserved status is a powerful spiritual move in the wizard's chess game of controlling the minds of men.
Homosexuality has been called "an abomination". By whom? - By the old Zionists, the very same people, who are in power in this world today and want to keep it that way. Jesus knew his love for men and he was sexually awakened. He would have traveled that secret pathway and understood. He threatened the Zionist establishment, which is still the same establishment today - and which is NOT identical with Judaism or the Jewish people in general.
The strategy of the metaphysical dark power, the samsaric demonic mindstream, creating a Roman empire and a Jewish state, was to create two seemingly opposing fractions and grinding them against each other attempting to keep down their real adversary, that is the collective will for a good life, the community of peace-loving souls. The people harboring this demonic mindstream tried to kill Jesus' mission, first by trying to kill him as a baby, then by killing him at the cross and later by corrupting his church.
The pundits in charge did not recognise Jesus. He was a phenomenon. They could not fathom where he came from. They kept asking him: Who are you? - He was a member of the royal bloodline of King David, but they did not understand where He was coming from spiritually. They had not planned for some-one like Jesus to manifest. They had foreseen this danger to their domination - that is in itself a proof of the fact, that even the gift of prophecy can be abused by the dark side, but they had no foreknowledge of how he would manifest, because the pure divine spirit is free and therefore will manifest in unexpected and unforeseeable ways. -
I believe, Jesus was the first real life manifestation of the divine will of the collective; the answer to the ardent prayers and cries of the many un-initiated, disorganised, hapless victims, the simple folk, who just want to live in peace. He was the first, who directly confronted and critisised the negative pyramid power, the structured and disciplined hierarchy of the "time lords", a group of initiated beings, much more powerful and skilled than ordinary humans and at the same time intent on dominating and exploiting, rather than liberating and serving humanity. That is why Jesus was killed and lateron his message was sufficiently corrupted and turned around to render it ineffective for a long time.
The biblical pundits in charge had understood, on the spiritual-psychological level, that a man loving another man can break free of the manipulation by his mother. Yet the draw strings of attachment to female love is the prime instrument for controlling the population to this day. So. It was called an abomination. Breaking free of this female spell was and is to this day the single most dangerous thing for the continuation of their desired empire.
Exactly therefore we need to thank the gay men for their courage and love. We need their seeds. We need their wisdom in raising kids. We should give them the chance to adopt children, to father children and bring them up. Many future children, spirit children have sprung from their love. They are something like the missing link. Those children, of course could not yet come into physical bodies, they only exist in the subtle realms, but they are desperately needed for humanity to evolve.
At this point, I want to mention my own error from the past. I always thought that in raising kids homosexual couples would be in a disadvantage. That was shortsighted. The reality is much better than I thought.
Just one last plea. If for any man-loving-man or woman-loving-woman the situation should arise, that they feel attracted to the opposite sex again, please do not stubbornly cling to your chosen homosexual identity, do not become a "militant" homosexual. Please. You are the best and we need your seeds and wombs not only on the metaphysical but also on the earthly plane. Please, let those children that you created through your love come into this world.
TOUCHED:
In the past I thought of same gender love as something healing for the individuals concerned. Now I have become aware, that it is more than that. It is essential healing for all of us, for the collective. The healing on the personal level is there, but we as a whole human family urgently need to receive the wisdom and clarity gained by men who love men. Women who love women have shared their insights already and it has been equally beneficial. However at this present time, it is for the men to share their baskets of knowledge gathered on the secret pathways of partaking in love's mystery, the eternal play of yin and yang, with two male systems.
For a while my attention was on the need for us women to own our dark side. As mothers, sisters, daughters to each other we have been fighting amongst each other, well hidden from men, dirty and relentless, using sons, brothers and husbands as weapons to get at our rivals, so we can feel, we rule alone and uncontested. We never show to men, how we treat other women. Men never see that side of us. We keep that face, that we show to other women well covered and as soon as there is a man around, we behave differently. We are very skilled in projecting images, masks, personas that will find acceptance in the eyes of men. We hide.
We have mastered the art of manipulation, getting what we want without the use of physical strength. The old saying "the hand that rocks the cradle, rocks the world" is very true - as long as the sons are defenseless victims to the minds of their mothers. In this sense the ultimate power in Samsara is held by the corrupt mother.
I understood at that point, why Buddha didn't want to have anything to do with us. Milarepa urged the men to not be scared of women and had other not so nice things to say about us. Moslems have a deep suspicion of negative female power and try to clamp down on us. Hindus as well. And lastly, I even understood the seed thought of burning women at the stake for witchcraft.
Trouble is, that men corrupted their glimpses of insight into our dark nature pretty instantly, enjoyed physical violence and domination, enjoyed the sexual aspect of it and therefore all turned into a disaster. However, the dark face of woman is real. It cannot be mastered on the physical level with physical strength. That is a male idea. Her power is emotional, manipulative, invisible. She must be recognised and revealed on her own level.
That's where men loving men come in. They are getting the hang of this. If I trust a man to be a good man, I also trust him to be a good woman. A man who has mastered the challenge to be a good woman inside himself, will be able to deflect the spell of the evil mother archetype. He is no longer a stranger to the hidden side of the female psyche, because he is discovering this aspect within himself.
I never understood why Jesus rejected his mother at the cross. Now I do. Not that she embodied personally this one evil entity, but she was part of the female collective system. She was not an innocent virgin, much less a saintly person. The idea of virginity was invented by the Romans who demanded that Gods be born only of virgins. Elevating the mother of Jesus to this undeserved status is a powerful spiritual move in the wizard's chess game of controlling the minds of men.
Homosexuality has been called "an abomination". By whom? - By the old Zionists, the very same people, who are in power in this world today and want to keep it that way. Jesus knew his love for men and he was sexually awakened. He would have traveled that secret pathway and understood. He threatened the Zionist establishment, which is still the same establishment today - and which is NOT identical with Judaism or the Jewish people in general.
The strategy of the metaphysical dark power, the samsaric demonic mindstream, creating a Roman empire and a Jewish state, was to create two seemingly opposing fractions and grinding them against each other attempting to keep down their real adversary, that is the collective will for a good life, the community of peace-loving souls. The people harboring this demonic mindstream tried to kill Jesus' mission, first by trying to kill him as a baby, then by killing him at the cross and later by corrupting his church.
The pundits in charge did not recognise Jesus. He was a phenomenon. They could not fathom where he came from. They kept asking him: Who are you? - He was a member of the royal bloodline of King David, but they did not understand where He was coming from spiritually. They had not planned for some-one like Jesus to manifest. They had foreseen this danger to their domination - that is in itself a proof of the fact, that even the gift of prophecy can be abused by the dark side, but they had no foreknowledge of how he would manifest, because the pure divine spirit is free and therefore will manifest in unexpected and unforeseeable ways. -
I believe, Jesus was the first real life manifestation of the divine will of the collective; the answer to the ardent prayers and cries of the many un-initiated, disorganised, hapless victims, the simple folk, who just want to live in peace. He was the first, who directly confronted and critisised the negative pyramid power, the structured and disciplined hierarchy of the "time lords", a group of initiated beings, much more powerful and skilled than ordinary humans and at the same time intent on dominating and exploiting, rather than liberating and serving humanity. That is why Jesus was killed and lateron his message was sufficiently corrupted and turned around to render it ineffective for a long time.
The biblical pundits in charge had understood, on the spiritual-psychological level, that a man loving another man can break free of the manipulation by his mother. Yet the draw strings of attachment to female love is the prime instrument for controlling the population to this day. So. It was called an abomination. Breaking free of this female spell was and is to this day the single most dangerous thing for the continuation of their desired empire.
Exactly therefore we need to thank the gay men for their courage and love. We need their seeds. We need their wisdom in raising kids. We should give them the chance to adopt children, to father children and bring them up. Many future children, spirit children have sprung from their love. They are something like the missing link. Those children, of course could not yet come into physical bodies, they only exist in the subtle realms, but they are desperately needed for humanity to evolve.
At this point, I want to mention my own error from the past. I always thought that in raising kids homosexual couples would be in a disadvantage. That was shortsighted. The reality is much better than I thought.
Just one last plea. If for any man-loving-man or woman-loving-woman the situation should arise, that they feel attracted to the opposite sex again, please do not stubbornly cling to your chosen homosexual identity, do not become a "militant" homosexual. Please. You are the best and we need your seeds and wombs not only on the metaphysical but also on the earthly plane. Please, let those children that you created through your love come into this world.
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